Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Okay, I'm back after 2 whole weeks from not blogging unless random Godsmack lyrics count as blogging. I've been up to my ears lately and kinda frustrated, kinda pissed off about what's been going on.

To start off, I am sick of people telling me I don't meet up to expectations. Honestly, I'm annoyed by it. I mean, yeah, it's school, all about results yadayadayada, but we do have a life...Or at least I have a life outside schoolwork. It's like GAHHH!, WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?!?! I'm this close -pinches air with thumb and fore-finger- to losing it already, as in blowing my top off completely.

Also, I know I'm deproving in certain subjects, though I don't know why. I try to be better, it doesn't help, what to do, I'M NOT LIKE SOME, BIONIC HUMAN WHO CAN STORE 55798247592649GB OF INFO YOU KNOW. Seriously. Look here. You're reading a walking encyclopedia's blog post now. Not many are classified under 'walking encyclopedia' and I'm proud of the fact that I am one, so I can't do anything if no one APPRECIATES that I know over 150 bands, the proper names of at least 30 different piercings and that I'm an absolute pro when it comes to psychic powuhs (although it has nothing to do with being an encyclopedia).

More GAH. And people with generally closed minds can very well piss off. I HATE stereotyping. A lotta us have never been stereotyped, but it varies from person to person. People look at me and think I'm a dumbass and I'm stupid and inconsiderate and a bad influence and mentally unstable and a psycho who's under the belief that she has psychic powuhs. While actually, I'm only mentally unstable. =X I'm not inconsiderate, I'm very open with my comments. I'm not a dumbass, I'm just not a bio-computing-calculator-storage-device-with-automatic-delete-after-exams-function thingy.

Another thing, I can't remember anymore things cos I have the amazing ability to remember countless bits of useless information that's sort of essential to know but then there's no more space left for the important stuff. It's not my problem, my brother has it too. Then again, I can remember all the crap I learnt last year, the issue is that I can't 'delete' it. I'm not your typical Singaporean student who goes, OH, STUDY STUDY STUDY! -reads through crap textbooks- -after exam- OH, AHAHAHAHA, EVERYTHING FORGOTTEN LIAOZZZZzzzZZZZ. -_-" I"m NOT. I learn what I want to learn. So it's pointless to keep nagging your butt off at me when it's not that I don't wanna remember, it's that I CAN'T remember.

This sucks. Seriously, it does. And teachers all think I'm a pai kia or something. *snorts* OH PUH LEAZE. I'm a perfectly nice creature who gets on sugar highs too often, that's all.

This society reeks. Totally. -throws rocks at random by-stander- Oops. I meant the MENTALITY of this society stinks. Humph. Got talent, but cannot use. No talent, kena humtum. IS THERE LOGIC IN THAT?! OHEMGEE. THIS IS SO GONNA BE THE DEATH OF ME GAH GUH MMMMRRRRR RAWR. -dies-